HALLOWEEN
NIGHT
A Crucifox Prequel
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(c) Melanie Tushmore 2011
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*
* *
Saturday,
and it was Halloween. Goth Christmas, they'd joked. Obviously they
were all going to the Halloween special at Slimelight later. Brandon
waited impatiently for his shift at the pub to finish, eyes darting
repeatedly to the clock on the wall. It was still daylight and,
thankfully, not busy yet. The gothic themed pub was as quiet as the
proverbial graveyard.
“How
can you not like Scotch eggs?” one of the die hard regulars asked,
drawing out yet another tedious discussion topic.
Brandon
turned his nose up. “I just don't.”
The
man thought this was hilarious, and guffawed, “But you're Scottish!”
“I
don't like eggs, man.” Brandon moved away from the bar, under the
pretence of tidying up. After he'd cleared away the one glass lurking on a table, he gazed up at the clock again. Hours to go yet. And as if being forced to talk to drunk old bikers wasn't bad enough, the large windows at street level were even worse. The pub sat slap band in the centre of Camden town, and a Saturday afternoon meant that Brandon had to endure seeing the never ending procession of shoppers and revellers while he was stuck at work.
The
people watching was hypnotic, if slightly encumbered by the cheap
décor of fake cobwebs and rubber spiders. The sad fact was, that
décor was there all year round. Occasionally a familiar face would
stroll by, either forgetting Brandon was at work or blithely waving
at him without stopping.
Not
much later, one of his favourite familiars flitted past the windows.
His friend and bandmate, Sky, slowed his step as he gazed into the
pub, a cigarette between his lips. Brandon smiled. Likely Sky was
looking for him. With the pub being so dark inside, it wasn't easy to
see in from the street. Brandon waited, enjoying that brief moment of
voyeurism before Sky spotted him. It was always a pleasure to look at
Sky, he was the dictionary definition of pretty boy goth.
“Oh
god,” Brandon's colleague and bar supervisor grumbled. “He
ain't coming in here, Brand.”
“Aye,
he won't,” Brandon said quietly.
Sky
spotted him then. He held the cigarette in his fingers and pointed
off to the side, toward the front entrance. To be annoying – and
because he loved to play with Sky – Brandon pointed in the other
direction, grinning. Sky responded by leaning into the window and
opening his mouth. A blotch of steam appeared as he breathed on the
glass, which was easily the most erotic sight Brandon had seen for
some time. With his finger, Sky drew a crude symbol on the window,
then pointed again to the entrance.
Brandon
relented. He strode through the pub and slipped out through the heavy
front door. Sky rounded the corner and appeared beside him.
“A'right,” Brandon greeted. “Unfortunately, they told me you're still barred so y'can't come in.”
“A'right,” Brandon greeted. “Unfortunately, they told me you're still barred so y'can't come in.”
“Really?”
Sky snorted a laugh. “Well, in the words of The Anti Nowhere
League, 'so fucking what?'” He extended an arm and tapped ash from
his cigarette onto the pub's front step, to further his point.
Brandon
chuckled. “It's dull as shite anyway, man.”
“I
know, that's why I don't miss it.” Sky brought the cigarette to his
lips and inhaled. “You coming out later?”
“Obviously,”
Brandon said, an intentional mimic of something Sky would say.
“Oh,
obviously?” Sky said, looking up at Brandon. “So are you
tripping with us too? I'm picking up the tabs later.”
“Aye,
g'wan then.”
“How
many?”
“How
strong is it?”
Sky
shrugged as he continued to smoke. “All right, I guess. Won't know
until we take some.”
“Get
me two,” Brandon said. “But I've got an early shift Monday so I
can't get too wrecked.”
Sky
laughed. “Harsh.”
“I
know. Hey, you dressin' up?”
“Obviously,”
Sky replied, with a smirk. “It is Halloween.”
“What
y'goin' as?”
“Aha.”
Brandon
frowned. “Aha?”
“It's
a surprise.”
“Oh,
right,” Brandon quipped. “So no cuttin' holes in the bed sheets?”
“Huh?”
“For
a ghost, y'know?”
Sky
frowned. “I don't own white sheets, you knob. You know that.”
Laughing,
Brandon nodded. He did know that, although not via the way he
would've preferred to be acquainted with Sky's bed. Unfortunately for
him, Sky was straight. Or so Brandon had assumed. It was hard to tell
when Sky rarely stopped playing guitar long enough to so much as
glance at anybody, let alone date.
“A pumpkin, then?” Brandon teased him.
“A pumpkin, then?” Brandon teased him.
“Shut
up. You'll see later. In fact –” A smile tugged at Sky's pretty
mouth. “– I'm off to get the finishing touch just now.”
“Thought
y'were goin' to get the tabs?”
“Nah,
later.” Sky flicked his cigarette onto the pavement and ground it
out with his boot. “Right, I'm off.”
Brandon
watched him walk away. “Aye, see ya.”
“You
want two, yeah?” Sky walked backwards so he could flip two fingers
at Brandon.
“Aye.”
Brandon raised his hand and flipped two fingers right back. “Two's
great.”
“Not
four?” Sky flipped him off with both hands.
“No.”
Sky
smiled as he turned away, still waving two fingers over his shoulder.
Brandon chuckled.
Work
was even more dull after Sky's visit. The pub began to pick up as the
light faded to grey outside. Brandon was busy pulling pints when a
knock at one of the windows caught his attention. It was Sky again,
holding up a plastic bag.
Brandon watched with interest as Sky delved a hand inside the bag and brought out a small item. It looked like a bright red exotic flower. Sky waved it around whilst looking pleased with himself, then he was gone. Brandon didn't understand what that was all about but he was definitely looking forward to seeing this surprise outfit.
Brandon watched with interest as Sky delved a hand inside the bag and brought out a small item. It looked like a bright red exotic flower. Sky waved it around whilst looking pleased with himself, then he was gone. Brandon didn't understand what that was all about but he was definitely looking forward to seeing this surprise outfit.
* * *
As
soon as he got home, Brandon sprinted up the stairs and proceeded to
hurl his entire wardrobe to the four corners of his room in an effort
to decide what to wear. When he dived into the bathroom he was
horrified to see that it looked like a bomb site. One of the many
drawbacks to sharing with five other blokes; his four band mates and
the man they called Spider. There was grease paint and fake blood spattered up
the tiled walls, glitter in the tub, and a red lipstick kiss on the
mirror. Brandon knew that Ritchie and Jamie had decided to go as
zombies tonight, which explained the grease paint and blood, but the
glitter and lipstick could have been Jez on any normal night.
Carefully
navigating around the mess, he showered, then retreated back to his
room. As Brandon sat at his mirror crimping his hair, Jez appeared in
the doorway; the young bass player was a vision in shiny PVC, slashed
up leopard print and safety pins. “See ya later, Brand.”
Brandon
turned his head, with crimpers attached, to glance at Jez. “You not
comin' to Slimelight, man?”
“Bugger
that,” Jez scoffed. “I'm going to see a band. I might pop by
later, if I'm not slaughtered.”
“Aye,
a'right.” Brandon turned back to his mirror. “Have a
good one.”
“You
too.” Jez disappeared, clomping down the stairs in heavy buckled boots.
“HAPPY HALLOWEEEEEEN!” His voice echoed through the house before
the door slammed.
Brandon
went back to his hair, crimping and spraying it to perfection.
“How
long do we have to wait for you?” Spider's deep voice bellowed up
the stairs.
“Haud
yer wheecht,” Brandon muttered under his breath, then louder, “Aye,
not long!”
He had make-up down to a fine art but tonight it didn't really matter if he was messy. Eyeliner, metallic silver eye shadow, lashings of mascara and a dab of glitter across prominent cheekbones. He carefully drew on dark red lip liner, smoothing creamy lipstick over the top.
He had make-up down to a fine art but tonight it didn't really matter if he was messy. Eyeliner, metallic silver eye shadow, lashings of mascara and a dab of glitter across prominent cheekbones. He carefully drew on dark red lip liner, smoothing creamy lipstick over the top.
Make-up
done, now it was onto the fun part; the clothes. Usually Brandon
liked to take his time getting ready, but tonight he wasn't afforded
the luxury. He pulled on clinging, iridescent trousers over his long
legs and tucked them into knee high PVC boots. An equally outlandish
shirt, as delicately thin as cobwebs, was thrown on then covered by a
waist cinching corset – pinched from one of his female dates –
laced and buckled up the front. With his favourite duster coat,
floppy velvet hat and skull topped cane, Brandon was ready.
He descended the stairs with a flourish, entered the living room and burst out laughing at the sight of Spider in a fancy dress nurse's uniform, white tights and all. “Ye look great, man!” he commended.
He descended the stairs with a flourish, entered the living room and burst out laughing at the sight of Spider in a fancy dress nurse's uniform, white tights and all. “Ye look great, man!” he commended.
Spider
looked Brandon up and down. “You look no bloody different.”
“Yeah
Brandon,” Jamie, their drummer, piped up. He sat on the couch with
Ritchie, their second guitarist, both of them covered in zombie
make-up and grubby, ripped clothes for effect. “Thought you said
you were gonna dress as a trendy?”
“Changed
ma mind.” Brandon waved an unconcerned hand. “Are we goin' or
what?”
“Going!”
Spider said decidedly. “Let's move out.”
As
they collected themselves together, Brandon looked around. “Where's
Sky?”
“Went
to pick up the tabs,” Ritchie explained. “He's meeting us there.”
Brandon
grinned and pointed his cane towards the door. “Then let's go!”
The
October air was dark and chilled, but the journey to Angel wasn't
far. A short night bus ride later and they were striding down the
dark alley near the tube station, towards the entrance to Slimelight.
It wasn't even midnight yet, but the club was filling up. It's monolithic, cave-like interior was clammy and warm. Jamie and Ritchie complained their zombie make-up was running as they made their way inside.
It wasn't even midnight yet, but the club was filling up. It's monolithic, cave-like interior was clammy and warm. Jamie and Ritchie complained their zombie make-up was running as they made their way inside.
“Where
are we meeting Sky?” Brandon asked, eager to party.
“Where
else?” Ritchie smiled. “The goth floor.”
The
ground floor of the club opened out onto the bar, a gloomy chill out
area with seats and an old, stained pool table. The dance floor that
was dedicated to goth music was through a set of swinging doors that
slammed loudly every time someone walked through them, aiding the
impression of dramatic entrance.
Some
friends of theirs currently occupied the pool table. Spider and Jamie
joined in the game, while Brandon caught up on gossip with more
familiar faces. The distant strains of Gene Loves Jezebel could be
heard, seeping in from behind closed doors.
Clubbers flitted through the bar, androgynous beauties of both sexes on their way to the dance floor. Ritchie bought a round of fluorescent green shots that glowed under the lights. The taste was sweet and sickly but Brandon gulped it down. That would be his dinner tonight.
Clubbers flitted through the bar, androgynous beauties of both sexes on their way to the dance floor. Ritchie bought a round of fluorescent green shots that glowed under the lights. The taste was sweet and sickly but Brandon gulped it down. That would be his dinner tonight.
As
the death rock beats of Alien Sex Fiend drifted through the air, a pretty waif suddenly appeared next to them. It was Sky, dressed as
a hula girl. Brandon blinked in surprise as he looked Sky up and
down. He had on the full costume, albeit a very tacky one from a
fancy dress shop; a synthetic grass skirt draped over the habitual
black jeans and boots, brightly coloured flower garlands and a
plastic shell bra on a pale, bare chest. A vivid red, plastic
hibiscus clipped in his dark, wavy hair made Sky look even more
effeminate than usual.
“Awright,” he greeted, a twinkle in those heavily eyelinered eyes. “Who's up for a trip then?”
“Awright,” he greeted, a twinkle in those heavily eyelinered eyes. “Who's up for a trip then?”
Brandon
nodded eagerly, holding out his hand. He usually said yes to whatever
Sky suggested anyway. Sky's cool fingers felt for Brandon's hand and
gently pressed a little something into it. “Have
a good one.” He smiled, then moved between their friends to dish
out the tabs.
Brandon
tucked his cane under his arm, opened his hand to pick up the tiny
tabs of paper there, and popped one into his mouth. He let it sit on
his tongue before swallowing it down.
The others took their tabs. Ritchie tore one in half with his teeth, and muttered something about taking it easy tonight. Spider took Ritchie's extra half, as well as two more tabs. Sky had already taken his, and his eyes were growing wider by the minute.
They chatted together in anticipation as they waited for the acid to kick in. When things started to become a little blurry around the edges, Brandon knew it was working. He stared at their surroundings as if the very walls pulsed with music, and if he stared too hard, colours ran together.
The others took their tabs. Ritchie tore one in half with his teeth, and muttered something about taking it easy tonight. Spider took Ritchie's extra half, as well as two more tabs. Sky had already taken his, and his eyes were growing wider by the minute.
They chatted together in anticipation as they waited for the acid to kick in. When things started to become a little blurry around the edges, Brandon knew it was working. He stared at their surroundings as if the very walls pulsed with music, and if he stared too hard, colours ran together.
“More
shots,” Ritchie declared. He, Sky and Brandon edged in at the bar,
which was becoming busier. It took longer than usual to get served, as
they kept getting distracted, forgetting why they were at the bar in
the first place. During a particularly intense discussion about what
the colour green tasted like, another presence appeared at
their sides.
Brandon didn't appreciate being interrupted while he was talking to Sky, and turned to view the person with a certain disregard. It was another of their acquaintances, someone they weren't that keen on, who demanded attention. Pervy Paul, as he was known, clearly wanted to show off his new outfit, which mostly consisted of ripped fishnet, PVC and buckles. Brandon thought he was trying hard to look like Johnny Slut, but had failed miserably. The added extra of fetish inspired cut-away arse cheeks in the back were just laughable.
Ritchie took one look at Paul dressed up to the nines, raised a quizzical eyebrow, then turned back to the bar to ignore him. Meanwhile Sky looked Paul up and down, then offered the flat comment, “You look like a right tit, mate.”
Brandon didn't appreciate being interrupted while he was talking to Sky, and turned to view the person with a certain disregard. It was another of their acquaintances, someone they weren't that keen on, who demanded attention. Pervy Paul, as he was known, clearly wanted to show off his new outfit, which mostly consisted of ripped fishnet, PVC and buckles. Brandon thought he was trying hard to look like Johnny Slut, but had failed miserably. The added extra of fetish inspired cut-away arse cheeks in the back were just laughable.
Ritchie took one look at Paul dressed up to the nines, raised a quizzical eyebrow, then turned back to the bar to ignore him. Meanwhile Sky looked Paul up and down, then offered the flat comment, “You look like a right tit, mate.”
Brandon
couldn't help but smile. Coming from Sky the hula girl, that had to
hurt.
“Better
than your cheap costume," Paul scoffed in reply.
Sky
grinned. “I rock, and you know it.”
“Don't
you mean hula?” Brandon chuckled.
“Precisely!”
Sky agreed, as if they shared a private joke.
Paul
huffed and turned on his heel. As he stormed off, they watched his
pair of pale white buttocks wobble away into the club. Brandon
snorted a laugh.
“What
a tit,” Sky stated, knocking back another shot.
“Aye.”
Brandon nodded. He didn't pick up his shot though. His limbs were
starting to feel tingly, and too long for his own body.
“Let's
go dance,” Sky suggested. He nudged Ritchie with his elbow. “Drink
up, mate.”
Brandon
watched Ritchie turn to them, leaning on the bar as if he might
collapse at any second. The effect of that coupled with the ravaged
make-up on his face gave Brandon the impression of a very convincing
zombie. Made all the more realistic when Ritchie only offered a groan
in response.
As
a group, they negotiated their way to the dance floor. Ritchie leaned
his limp body against the wall, and attempted to light a cigarette.
Sky chatted to two friends dressed like extras from Mad Max
and quickly got into a heated debate over something or other. Brandon
watched this for a while, then gazed out amongst the dancing throng.
The heavy bass of Bauhaus proclaiming “Bela Lougosi's Dead” vibrated through his body, his very mind. When Brandon realised he was standing right in front of an enormous speaker, he made the decision to move away. Several minutes later, he did so, gliding across the floor and clutching his cane he waved his hand at the clubbers like visiting royalty.
The heavy bass of Bauhaus proclaiming “Bela Lougosi's Dead” vibrated through his body, his very mind. When Brandon realised he was standing right in front of an enormous speaker, he made the decision to move away. Several minutes later, he did so, gliding across the floor and clutching his cane he waved his hand at the clubbers like visiting royalty.
“That's
my corset,” one of the gorgeous girls he knew informed him.
The
retort that it looked better on him was on the tip of his tongue, but
all Brandon managed was a grin. She didn't really mind, not when he
made up for it with an intense, heated kiss. She even let him kiss
her best friend. Brandon didn't think it was right to mention that
he'd already slept with said best friend. Surrounded by beautiful
women, he was more than happy.
When a pair of beautiful boys dressed as women joined them, he was even happier. In their exquisitely decadent outfits, these boys looked even hotter than the girls. The usual club dramatics followed. They danced, posed, and chatted about nonsense in shaky voices and quick, buzzed words.
Brandon flirted with everyone that came near him, even disappearing into the toilets for whatever was on offer with whoever he fancied. The warm, pliable lips of another young man felt just as good as any other's, and nothing could beat a blow job whilst tripping your head off. The who part didn't matter to him, as it was all meaningless fun.
When a pair of beautiful boys dressed as women joined them, he was even happier. In their exquisitely decadent outfits, these boys looked even hotter than the girls. The usual club dramatics followed. They danced, posed, and chatted about nonsense in shaky voices and quick, buzzed words.
Brandon flirted with everyone that came near him, even disappearing into the toilets for whatever was on offer with whoever he fancied. The warm, pliable lips of another young man felt just as good as any other's, and nothing could beat a blow job whilst tripping your head off. The who part didn't matter to him, as it was all meaningless fun.
However,
one of the girls became offended by his behaviour, and caused a scene.
Brandon knew he was in no state to deal with a disgruntled woman; the
acid had made his reactions too slow. When he couldn't respond to her accusations, she snatched his cane, then bumped him on the head
with it. Brandon's surprise was eventually followed by pain as he
made his escape, and staggered away. His feet felt like they were
sticking to the floor and he thought people were starting to stare at
him with accusing eyes. He got lost, and found himself wandering
through the club and it's various rooms.
The
sea of bodies blurred together. Occasionally a face he recognised
popped up and said something he couldn't comprehend, their words a
foreign jumble. He thought he saw Ritchie and Jamie amble their way
past, but he couldn't be sure.
At
one point, he looked out onto the dance floor and saw Sky dancing the
hula to the industrial stomp of Skinny Puppy. Brandon stared,
envisioning flowers and golden sands all around Sky, like an exotic
paradise. Then he blinked to get the image out of his head.
Brandon
wandered, lost, and his head thumped. Or was that the music? He was
sure people glared at him now. The panic set in, and he cowered in a
corner. The Sisters of Mercy filled his ears. He was lost, stuck
fast, unable to move. He gazed down at the floor, watching people's
feet waltz by as snatches of conversation buzzed around him like so
many wasps.
Then, a familiar pair of boots appeared, and above them a tatty grass skirt over black clad legs. “I'm taking charge of your trip.”
Then, a familiar pair of boots appeared, and above them a tatty grass skirt over black clad legs. “I'm taking charge of your trip.”
Brandon
looked up with sheer relief at his saviour, the diminutive knight in
fancy dress. Sky didn't say anything, he didn't have to. Words
communicated through their saucer wide eyes and Sky smiled,
reassuring. “Follow me,” he said.
Brandon
found himself on his feet. He was led through the dancing bodies,
following the beacon of colour in front of him, as Sky guided him to
the bar.
Back
at the pool table, Brandon felt the weight of the world lift off his
shoulders. Ritchie and Jamie played a game, snickering as they
continually missed all their shots. Spider stood nearby with more of
their friends, tutting at their efforts and offering advice. Faintly,
Brandon could hear New Model Army playing. Sky removed one of his
garlands, and placed it around Brandon's neck. He looked knowingly
into Brandon's eyes. “Everything's all right now.”
The
words he wanted to say were there, floating in his mind, yet all
Brandon could manage was a smile. The thought stayed with him though.
Everything's
all right with you.
* * *
Morning.
The trick to leaving Slimelight on a high was to beat a hasty retreat
while the going was good. The club closed at seven, but Sky
began to round them up at six. He herded them all out of the door into
the bright, unforgiving daylight. Brandon, Spider, Jamie, and the
drunk girl who was attached to Jamie's hip. Apparently Ritchie had
got lucky, and Jez had never shown up.
Once
at home, and in familiar surroundings, Brandon felt more relaxed, if a
little tingly. “My head hurts.” He frowned, feeling the lump that
had grown somewhere under his mountainous hair.
Jamie
snickered. “Yeah, that bird smacked you on the 'ead with your own
cane.”
Spider
reclined on a chair in the corner, the chair that no one else wanted
to sit in. “Who've you upset this time, Brandon?” he asked.
“I
can't remember.”
“The
Scotch Pimpernel strikes again,” Spider quipped, as the others fell
about laughing.
“Aye,
hilarious.”
Sky
put on a Killing Joke record before flitting away to the kitchen,
muttering something about making tea. Jamie reached for the remote
control and switched the TV on for Sunday morning cartoons. The loud,
animated capering clashed with the chilled out ambience of the music,
making Brandon wince.
“Jamie!”
Spider barked. “Put that on mute.”
After
some minor complaints, Jamie relented. He soon forgot the TV anyway,
and was distracted by his date. The two of them kissed sloppily on
the couch next to Brandon, as he tried his best not to look at them.
Spider produced a small lump of hash and
started skinning up. Brandon focussed on him instead, letting his
mind wander.
When
Sky reappeared, he'd shed the leather jacket he'd thrown on since
leaving the club, and stood in the doorway twisting a lock of dark
hair around his finger.
“Where's
my tea?” Spider grumbled.
Sky
looked up, eyes still saucer wide, and seemingly confused. Then he
blinked, and grinned. “Oh yeah.” He flitted away again, grass
skirt trailing behind him. Several long minutes later, he returned
with the cups of tea. “Who's staying up?” Sky asked. He flashed a
glance at Jamie, who was busy playing tonsil tennis with his girl.
“Well, obviously not you two. Who else?”
“Me,”
Spider said.
Brandon
nodded, and mumbled, “I shouldny take anyhin' though. I'll just have
a coffee.”
“You
want a coffee instead?” Sky snatched up the mug Brandon was about
to sip from. “I'll make you a coffee.”
“Aye,
thanks.”
Sky
returned just as Jamie and his date hauled themselves up. They left
the room, with Jamie pulling a leery wink at them over his shoulder.
Placing Brandon's new mug down on the table, Sky marched over to the
TV to change the channel. Spider sparked up his joint and passed it
around. Brandon was distracted by everything, and didn't pay much
attention to which mug he picked up.
Once
Sky had stopped fussing about, he sat down next to Brandon.
“Why
are you still in your hula outfit?” Spider asked.
Sky
looked down at himself, as if considering. When he looked back up he
asked, “Why are you still
in your outfit,
nurse?”
Spider
smirked. “It's comfortable.”
“What,
those white tights?”
“Yeah,
they cup my balls nicely.”
Brandon
snorted a laugh into his coffee as Sky pulled a face. “I don't
wanna know!”
“Gotta
be more comfortable than that plastic bra you're wearing.”
“You
wanna try it?” Sky smiled as he reached under his hair to pull the
strings. Brandon watched the impromptu striptease as Sky took off his
shell bra and the remaining garlands. It seemed a waste to look away.
Sky swung the bra by its string and launched it at Spider, who caught
it easily in one hand.
“This wouldn't even go around one of my nipples,” Spider said, dangling it from his fingers as he examined the item. “What was this, a child's costume?”
“This wouldn't even go around one of my nipples,” Spider said, dangling it from his fingers as he examined the item. “What was this, a child's costume?”
“Fuck
off.” Sky laughed, getting up from the couch. He left the room
briefly, and reappeared wearing an old black t-shirt. “Is this
better, nurse? You can keep the bra, by the way. My gift to you.”
“I'll
treasure it.” Spider laid the shell bra on the back of his head
rest, patted it, then carried on smoking.
Sky picked up his acoustic guitar, and settled onto the couch, strumming along to the record. Brandon sipped his coffee. Spider smoked himself to sleep, despite claims of not being tired. He passed out in his chair, and began to snore lightly. Sky stopped playing guitar in order to drape the abandoned shell bra over Spider's face like a mask.
Sky picked up his acoustic guitar, and settled onto the couch, strumming along to the record. Brandon sipped his coffee. Spider smoked himself to sleep, despite claims of not being tired. He passed out in his chair, and began to snore lightly. Sky stopped playing guitar in order to drape the abandoned shell bra over Spider's face like a mask.
When
the Killing Joke record finished, Sky asked Brandon what he wanted to
listen to. Brandon realised he'd been drifting, and said he didn't
mind. Sky put on The Virgin Prunes, and resumed his position on the
couch.
Brandon watched Sky lounge back with his feet propped on the coffee table, crossed at the ankles. He still had the grass skirt on over his jeans. As Brandon gazed at Sky's deft fingers plucking the guitar strings, he thought he saw the strings melt and drip down, but then he realised the long strings pooled around Sky's legs were in fact his skirt. That was strange, he thought. Brandon looked up at Sky, who was frowning at the TV, lips pursed in thought. “Um, Sky?”
Brandon watched Sky lounge back with his feet propped on the coffee table, crossed at the ankles. He still had the grass skirt on over his jeans. As Brandon gazed at Sky's deft fingers plucking the guitar strings, he thought he saw the strings melt and drip down, but then he realised the long strings pooled around Sky's legs were in fact his skirt. That was strange, he thought. Brandon looked up at Sky, who was frowning at the TV, lips pursed in thought. “Um, Sky?”
Sky
looked at him.
“Um,
I feel a wee bit...strange.”
“Yeah?
I feel like I'm sobering up.” Sky frowned more. His gaze focussed
on their coffee mugs for a while. “Oh. Brandon, I think you drank
my coffee.”
“Eh?”
Sky
started to laugh. “You drank my coffee, you knob! I put another two
hits of acid in there.”
“What?”
Brandon panicked.
“Chill
out, you'll be fine.” Sky seemed unconcerned. “Dunno what I'm
gonna do though.”
“I've
gotta work tomorrow, man!”
“You'll
sleep it off.”
“Ach,
shite.”
“Chill,”
Sky ordered.
Brandon
attempted to chill. He shifted around on the couch, suddenly
uncomfortable and jittery.
Sky affected a yawn.
“I could go to sleep?” Brandon wondered aloud.
Sky affected a yawn.
“I could go to sleep?” Brandon wondered aloud.
“Nah,
you'll have freaky dreams,” Sky said. “Maybe if you smoked some
more? Although one of us will have to grope Spider to find the hash.”
The
mental image of doing so made Brandon shudder. “No way!”
Sky
chuckled quietly. “Just relax then.”
“I
can't!”
“What
are you stressing over?”
Brandon
swallowed, and the motion felt ten times bigger than normal. “You
don't want to stay up baby sittin' me.”
“I
don't mind.”
“Won't
it be annoyin'?”
“You're
annoying me by worrying about it.”
“Um...er....”
Brandon fished around for what to say. He felt he would've had
trouble with this conversation however wasted he was. “But...just
the two of us?”
“Yeah,
and?”
“Didn't
you feel like pullin' anyone?” Before he'd even considered whether
it was a good idea to mention it, the words had tumbled out of
Brandon's mouth. He almost winced, but tried to keep his face neutral.
Sky's fingers faltered on the strings for barely a second before picking up their rhythm again. He shot a glance at Brandon. “No. Why, didn't you?”
Sky's fingers faltered on the strings for barely a second before picking up their rhythm again. He shot a glance at Brandon. “No. Why, didn't you?”
Not
in this state, Brandon thought. He didn't feel a great compulsion to
bring anyone back to their home anyway. He enjoyed being in Sky's
company, especially without anyone else around. Brandon worried that
now he'd mentioned it and turned it into a big deal, he'd carelessly
crushed it – whatever it was – before it had even started.
And
he still hadn't answered Sky's question.
Brandon sat there panicking, trying to think of selective words that wouldn't give the wrong impression. The longer he took, the more he panicked. His own thoughts felt huge and amplified, loud enough for Sky to hear them. The silence between them was deafening.
Brandon sat there panicking, trying to think of selective words that wouldn't give the wrong impression. The longer he took, the more he panicked. His own thoughts felt huge and amplified, loud enough for Sky to hear them. The silence between them was deafening.
Sky's
fingers stilled, and the guitar went quiet. He looked at Brandon, eyes
searching his face. Brandon stared back, wishing for his sober self
and the capacity to deal with the dawning look that appeared in the
eyes in front of him.
Sky
blinked, and looked away. He placed his guitar on the floor, then got to is feet. “I'm
gonna put the kettle on.”
Jerked
back to normality, Brandon nodded. “A'right.”
As
Sky left the room, Brandon heard the front door open, and voices
materialise. The next moment their erstwhile bassist, Jez, and a few
of his glam mates spilled into the lounge.
Sky stalked back in when Jez took the record off, and tried to put on a Wrathchild album. They proceeded to argue about music – a regular occurrence – but Brandon felt like he couldn't deal with these things today.
Somewhere in his mental wanderings, he made the decision to make himself sick, which would hopefully sober him up. Things didn't go according to plan. Brandon found himself in the upstairs bathroom, hugging the toilet, wanting to be sick, but unsure if he could cope with it. In the background he heard random sounds of noisy sex, which had to be coming from Jamie's room.
Sky stalked back in when Jez took the record off, and tried to put on a Wrathchild album. They proceeded to argue about music – a regular occurrence – but Brandon felt like he couldn't deal with these things today.
Somewhere in his mental wanderings, he made the decision to make himself sick, which would hopefully sober him up. Things didn't go according to plan. Brandon found himself in the upstairs bathroom, hugging the toilet, wanting to be sick, but unsure if he could cope with it. In the background he heard random sounds of noisy sex, which had to be coming from Jamie's room.
Sky
and Jez soon crammed into the bathroom with him.
“This has to be the worst idea you've ever had,” Sky told him.
“This has to be the worst idea you've ever had,” Sky told him.
“Oh,
I dunno,” Jez teased. “What about his suggestion for go-go
dancers for the band?”
Sky
snorted. “I've chosen to disregard that.”
Brandon
groaned into the toilet. He couldn't make himself do it, yet he felt
he should. Vaguely, he was aware of someone's hands in his hair,
gathering the crimped mass back, holding it safely away. Out of
the corner of his eye he could see two pairs of legs, one pair clad
in shiny PVC, the other in black jeans with the grass skirt still on
top.
A hand patted his back. “Go on, Brand,” Jez encouraged. “Just think of a steaming, hot haggis. Then imagine Spider rubbing his hairy self down with it.”
A hand patted his back. “Go on, Brand,” Jez encouraged. “Just think of a steaming, hot haggis. Then imagine Spider rubbing his hairy self down with it.”
Sky
laughed at that, as Brandon groaned again. Eventually, he did manage to
throw up. As he watched the contents of his stomach – which was
mostly just brown liquid – wash down the toilet, he heard Sky
complain about the waste of his LSD.
It
took Brandon a while to get himself together. Sky and Jez looked
after him in turns. When he felt better and ready for his bed, it was
Jez looking after him. With a skinny arm around his waist, he guided
Brandon out into the hall. On the floor, Brandon noted the abandoned
grass skirt with a touch of disappointment.
“Where's
Sky?”
“Think
he's gone to bed, mate.”
Oh.
“Come
on.” Jez deposited Brandon into his bed. “In you get. Night,
night!”
Brandon
grunted as he closed his eyes, and willed the streaming colours to go
away. He must have dozed, or at least drifted, because something
roused him to wakefulness not long after. A sharp pain cut into his
head. Groggily, he reached a hand into his hair and pulled out the
offending item, then sleep claimed him fully.
* * *
When
Brandon woke later in the evening, his head felt thick, and thumped
with hangover. The first thing his sore eyes focussed on was the
vivid red of the plastic hibiscus cradled in his hand. He twirled the
flower in his fingers as his muddled brain slowly replayed the events
of last night. Brandon smiled.
When he stood up, he ignored the head rush that greeted him. He staggered over to his mirror, clipping the flower to its edge. Before he could dwell on it for too long, his stomach rumbled, demanding attention. He realised he felt completely empty.
When he stood up, he ignored the head rush that greeted him. He staggered over to his mirror, clipping the flower to its edge. Before he could dwell on it for too long, his stomach rumbled, demanding attention. He realised he felt completely empty.
Sounds
from downstairs reached his ears at the same time his nose picked up
the tell tale smells of something cooking. Drawn by hunger, Brandon
vacated his room, thundered down the stairs, and to the kitchen. Sky
was there, crouched in front of the oven's open door with Jamie
behind him, leaning against the counter. They both looked up as
Brandon hovered in the doorway.
“Ahh.”
Jamie chuckled. “It has risen!” He took a bite out of some sort
of confectionery, partially unwrapped and dribbling in his hand.
Brandon
frowned in an attempt to focus his eyes. “What's that?”
“Choc
ice,” Jamie said, with his mouth full.
“Ugh.”
Brandon made a face. He didn't want ice cream. He looked elsewhere,
eyes darting about for clues as to what was on offer. On the counter
top, he could see an opened packet of bread, the almost finished
bottle of Worcester sauce, the cheese grater, and a plate of grated cheddar cheese.
“What
y'makin'?” he asked Sky hopefully. As if on cue, his stomach
growled.
A
smirk appeared on Sky's lips. “Cheese on toast. I suppose you want
some?”
“Aye,
too right,” Brandon answered, and his stomach eagerly agreed.
“Find
a plate then,” Sky instructed.
Brandon
strode into the kitchen, toward the sink, and crashed about with the
pile of unwashed dishes until he found one that wasn't too
disgusting. He wiped it off with his hand, then passed it to Sky.
“Oi, hang
on,” Jamie complained. “How come he's getting some, why don't I
get any?”
Sky
threw Jamie a glare over his shoulder. “Jamie, I just watched you
eat two bowls of cornflakes, followed by that choc ice.”
“Yeah,
but I'm still hungry.”
“And
why is that my problem?” Sky turned his attention back to the oven.
“Oh,
go on, Sky,” Jamie whined. “I'm hungry.”
“All
right, shut up a minute.” Sky held the plate ready and pulled out
two piping hot slices of cheese on toast, cursing when he burnt his
fingers. “Fuck, that's hot.” He brought his fingers to his mouth
and absently licked them as he offered the plate.
Brandon
was momentarily distracted, staring at Sky's lips and the tip of a
pink tongue that licked the grease from his fingers. All it took was
that split second of visual to send his mind wandering.
Sky stopped licking and snapped, “Earth to Brandon!” He thrust the plate forward. “Do you want this or not?”
Sky stopped licking and snapped, “Earth to Brandon!” He thrust the plate forward. “Do you want this or not?”
“Oh,
sorry,” he mumbled, accepting the plate.
Sky
rolled his eyes, then turned away to prepare another round of toast.
Brandon watched him, quietly mesmerised by his movement and the
meticulous way he lined up the bread. Sky always had a slight pout on
his lips when he concentrated on something, no matter what it was. It
was a very subtle pout. Brandon wondered if Sky was even aware that
he did it.
“Are
you still tripping, Brand?” Jamie asked.
Brandon
blinked to right himself, and glanced at Jamie. “Eh?”
“You're
just standing there like a dick, letting your toast get cold.”
“Um....”
Brandon looked at Sky, who had paused to direct a frown at him. A
frown that said: what the hell's wrong with you? “Um, no,”
Brandon said. “I'm fine. Cheers for this.” He gestured to Sky
with his plate.
Sky
lost the frown and smiled, just a little. He went back to arranging
his cheese and bread. Jamie offered instructions from behind him like
some back seat chef. As they started to bicker over the amounts of
cheese needed, Brandon decided to leave them to it.
He could talk to Sky some other time.
He could talk to Sky some other time.
* * *
Fin
Read more about Brandon and
Sky in the upcoming Crucifox Series
by
Melanie Tushmore
Crucifox #1
Available from Storm Moon
Press
January 2013
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